Hello Florence, Many a times we tend to weigh our success through social acceptance or acceptance of people in our own profession. This is a wonderful oppurtunity, just take things as they come, enjoy the process and please dont worry about the outcome, whether we succeed or not should not be of any consicuence, but the fact that one tried is important and one tried and enjoyed it is the most important. Please cheer up… you wrote ‘There are some Facts that we can’t change no matter how hard…’ Florence we can change many things in our lives, but it is just that do we have the courage to change them? Change requires action and courage and a large amount of openess and acceptance…of our ownselves and others as well. So have faith, whatever is troubling you will get sorted out.. dont worry about the outcome…

Take care,