these days i am in difficult time，so i can got mad easily and lost the patience for everyone，this new work really kill me alot， i got this idea 5years ago， and because it is impossible to realized before but i really like it so it is bother me long time, 4months ago i decide to realized it, and i meet lots of problems and troubles( of course it is good experience in anther hand), i cant sleep well, but finally i made it one weeks ago, then the shit happened—i deleted everything by mistake , i almost collapse, i fell my fist open day in rijksakademie is already finished in that moment. i want to kill all the computers and cameras in the earth, then i calm down aks people help me to rescue the data, we work together two days got nothing, actually we got something, the videos were separate to more than 2000files, i gave up, and redo everything, now i really take care of all the data ,every time saved in differrent place , now it is safe, although i hate this experience,i should say that during the second time shooting i got some special things, and also gave me some more time to rethink it. i cannot say second is better than first time, but it is special in every time : ) and now i really nervous about the equipments, still have lots of problems waiting for me to deal with. if you ask me who i will meet next moment? answer is : problem. when i meet problem ,i become Buddhist、Christian、Islamist….
Yang
